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26 November 2013 @ 11:02 pm
I miss Shassie  
I genuinely miss Shassie. I miss how they made me feel. I miss the way they made me smile no matter what. I miss being excited for new episodes, specially the Lassie-centric ones, I miss how happy I was every time they had a cute interaction, I could even jump after episodes like Lassie Did a Bad Bad Thing! I miss seeing the episodes dozens of times, and learning their dialogues, I miss laughing my ass off with them, I miss writing posts full of squees and doing picspams, I... I miss loving them.

I loved them. So much. I loved them more than I have probably loved anything in my life. And they were kind of there for me, in a way. I remember coming home after a bad day at work and then forgetting about everything because I had new fic to read.

There was a time when I would read EVERYTHING involving the pairing. I would read even death fics, mpregs, bad written fic, you name it. I also read some amazing fics, of course: The Battle of Chikamauga, Two Kisses, Defining Past and Present, Right Place Wrong Time, Quarter Life Crisis, What Happens in Freedom Stays in Freedom... I re-read them sometimes and I still enjoy them, even after everything.

I had pairings I loved very much before them (V/W, Frodo/Sam, etc). But they were different. They were special.

I thought I'd never love another pairing as much as I loved them. And maybe it's true. Chasey was close, and Hilson, and Merthur, and McDanno, but Shassie always would come first.

Then Destiel happened, and yes, Destiel became the most important pairing but Destiel is just too complicated. Hurts in a lot of different ways.

What I'm trying to say is that I miss when liking a pairing was a good thing. When I could find joy just to see the two parts of my OTP smiling at each other, or bantering, or sharing long glances, or doing nice things for the other. And no pairing could make me as happy as those two did.

But Shassie died, and even knowing they had zero chance of happening it hurt anyway, and Chasey died too, and House and Merlin ended and Common Law was cancelled and since then it's very hard for me to find joy in shipping anymore. I guess what is happening with Destiel has affected me more than it should.

Maybe one day I'll be able to love a slash pairing as much as I loved Shassie with an actual chance of becoming canon. But I doubt it'll be soon.
 
 
Current Mood: pessimisticpessimistic
 
 
 
wesleyoso: jensha01wesleyoso on November 27th, 2013 11:28 pm (UTC)
Tia...
vaya post triste!
Yo tengo un poco de bajón también, no te creas, porque creo que 40 años después de Star Trek...se siguen riendo de las fans. Ahora es más gracioso, profundizan, hay mucho más mamoneo...pero si siendo el LOL no homo.
Sobre todo con Destiel claro, que es flipante como se pasa de la season "greitht" a la season "denine".
McDanno ahora con Catherine en el equipo (oh, ah, qué sorpresa) pocos visos le veo ya...Destiel...no sé que más pueden hacer para convencernos de que son super heteros...
Almost Human me está gustando mucho, me recuerda como ya te dije a las series de los 80 y 90 que veía de cría, cuando no sabía lo que era shipear, pero me encantaba cuando la pareja (masculina) iban juntos a algo, se preocupaban por el otro, uno era herido y el otro no se movía de su lado...
espero que encontremos pronto el camino!! XD Por lo pronto, que sepas que no puedo ver una escena de psych sin pensar en tí, y que he visto algunas del musical y pienso: En cuanto lo vea hide!! XDD Asi que bueno, al menos sabes que el Shassie, al menos para mi, queda ligado a ti!!!XD
Besitos guapa y ánimo!!!
Hide-fan: [SPN] Pliz Kill Mehidefan on November 28th, 2013 11:11 am (UTC)
Yo estoy muy cansada ya del fanservice,y del no homo, y de encima tener los huevos de negar que nunca haya habido intención de nada. Al menos que sean honestos. Si han cambiado de opinión o les han hecho cambiar de opinión que lo digan, pero las cosas no se hacen así. Y encima después de un año entero de darnos esperanzas.
Catherine me ha quitado todas las ganas de ver la serie. Me apetece cero ver esta temporada.
Y AH estamos en las mismas, los pones a los dos flirteando desde el minuto uno pero te das toda la prisa del mundo en establecer que Minka Kelly es el interés amoroso.
Y Psych es que Shawn me cae fatal ya :(